Sleeping With Your Sprit- Copyright PN 2004

It's the middle of the night, and freezing cold outside
I breath out smoke with delight, no one I can confide
I like to stare so quietly, at your picture on the wall
For you're not aware that I exist, it makes me feel so small

I want to hold you so badly, it's driving me insane
That ever time I see your face I completely lose my game
I wonder if I have the chance, if you ended it with her
I could give you so much more, but now I must deter

In the silent light of dark, my love
I dream you come to me
It ignites my heart, my love
And drains my sanity
And If I chose to take my life
I'll still kiss your sweet head goodnight
And just for now, though you can't feel it,
I still dream I am sleeping with your spirit.

I've been watching you forever, deep down inside my soul,
The pointlessness is overbearing, but my obsession's lost control
You can hurt me by smiling, kill me by your touch,
Break me in half with your simple kiss, to love you is too much

The pointlessness is overbearing, I laugh outside alone
Hear my voice echo through the walls of my own home
I'm sitting here and feeling, nothing like I should
I wonder if I'm stalking, or I wonder if I could

In the silent light of dark, my love
I dream you come to me
It ignites my heart, my love
And drains my sanity
And If I chose to take my life
I'll still kiss your sweet head goodnight
And just for now, though you can't feel it,
I still dream I am sleeping with your spirit.

It's been so dark since you tried to lighten her life
Whereas I stare and sigh at rumours of her being a wife
I love you so much now I admit to breaking
I laugh out aloud at the thought of her faking
It's sad to admit that I have a life plan
You've got no idea what I'm here to do or who the hell I am
So I retire to the background and hug the sweet air
That I pretend is your breath and you're here to care

In the silent light of dark, my love
I dream you come to me
It ignites my heart, my love
And drains my sanity
And If I chose to take my life
I'll still kiss your sweet head goodnight
And just for now, though you can't feel it,
I still dream I am sleeping with your spirit.

I must admit it, You cannot hear it, I'm sleeping with your spirit.